swirling around

if i just wrote what was in my mind it would all be a jumble things had been going so well and depression seemed like that thing of the past now i can't tell if it si depression or if it is just me being stupid or stress or what i can't keep focused on thigns and i just want to hide in a litttle ball and stya there my masks are getting thin and worn don'tknow how long i can keep putting them up